Aching Heart
I'm left here thinking.. And i sensed something on the bus- and started getting different thoughts again- why must i always have doubt- and why must i always feel like there's some secret competition i'm not aware of- why do i feel i'm not only one- and why do i walk with the thought always in the back of my mind.. and at the bottom tip of my heart... // And i wonder why your not with one of them- and why you're with me- when at night i know it's not me you think of. I'm not the one you're really missing.. // Why not save me the pain, why not spare my heart?Why not walk away-Why do you always steal my strength? You cloud my thoughts without even trying- // And i wonder why i can't just walk away - why i can't turn my back on you, the way you do to me- why it's you i'm always thinking of- when i wish i was alone- or with someone else- someone who needs me, someone who loves, someone who cares, someone who makes me the person he dreams of... old embraces || and those || yet to come |
I loved on 04.05.03 at 10:54 pm |