Growing up?
Welllll i'm leaving in about 20 minutes to go to the hospitalwith my mom.A friend of the famlies is dyeing and we're going to the airport to pick up the ladys sons and take them to the hospital. This shit is seriously fucking sad. I hate hospitals and i hate seeing people suffer. It makes me so god damn sick. I'm not going to blame anything for her being sick and her kidneys failing. I guess it's just her time...But it's sad. And my mom kept hugging me and crying yesterday. I don't know.. It's hard. I told my mom if something ever happend to her i'd take my brother under my wing without even thinking twice. and if anything happend to me- she'd have to be strong and keep everything going. But yeah. This just majorly fuckin sucks . = I'm going to seea lot of people in pools of tears and there's nothing i can do about any of it. How fucking helpless can i get??? I don't know. I think i need a break from the whole human race.And this gives me an example why. I'm just wasting time valuable time. Ness old embraces || and those || yet to come |
I loved on 04.18.03 at 1:06 pm |