Forget me; it's that simple.
And for the people who wonder why i haven't been writing lately it's because i'm drained of this internet drama. I can't take my personal life give it to everyone on here and have them give me shit. All i get is lied to on here-- so basically i stopped caring who reads my journal-- who wants to see more entries-- because when it comes down to it-- i think people just use me as their shitball inspiration to bitch in their own journals. Everyone loves to watch me crumble and i'm tired of it. So i'm enjoying life for awhile right now-- instead of living it twice by writing it down. My writing alone is drained-- i've just had no emotion or feeling to write about-- except that recent poem about my mom. You people that supposedly cared, promised you wouldn't betray me, and just left me here hurt-- are assholes. But yeah-- everyone loves a liar because a liar will tell you what they think you want to hear instead of what they see. So for those of you that keep living a lie-- Congrats! You will keep people happy-- and people won't treat you like shit, until they find out you say the same things to every other person. Anyways i got my warped tour ticket. Kari we need to exchange numbers so we can meet up <3 i'd love to see ye'. :) and yeah i'm busy i have to get a haircut today and go for a cookout. old embraces || and those || yet to come |
I loved on 05.25.03 at 6:58 am |