Beach
okay the whole crush on felix has faded i think-- there's nothing there except friendship. Butttt i really like cesar.. and i'm too shy to tell him-- not to mention i hate telling people i like them because i fear the way they may react. it can suck sometimes. Mhmmmmmmm! But cesar is sooooooo fucking cool. He's into a lot of what i am-- he's not a stoner-- liking a stoner guy was hard-- because they want you to get high with them-- and well tweekin' isn't my 'thang'. so yeah. tomorrow i'm going to the beach--- i realllllly wish cesar will be there but i doubt it -- he has classes and junk so i don't know. but anyways-- i won't wish too hard because i know once i do he won't be there. haha. I finished the present for all my friends-- only thing now is how am i going to print it out with no ink... rawr : hopefully the ounce of ink i have will print at least one copy so i can give it to my friends. rawr but i wrote a lot of personal stuff so i dont know how they'll react to it... ; i'm talking to ashley right now and sooooo yeah i should stop writing in this thing- ughhh i dont have time anymore i'm always doing shit lately. i need to go apply for a job-- i would LOVE to work at hot topic but i doubt theres one around here. cesar got a job at one ; i'm jealous. laid her ness
old embraces || and those || yet to come |
I loved on 06.10.03 at 5:46 pm |