I'm giving in.
oy vey. what do i have to prove? What am i trying to feel? Why do i want to feel.. Feeling only causes problems... Why do i want to feel and be alive inside-- i guess the numbing heart is getting tired and wants to come out. But to who? To what? Is there a place for it to go? Does it have someone who want's to hold it? Or is it just completely lost and alone. Are we completely lost... and alone? THere HAS to be more answers.. it's the only way.. Where do we go when we just don't know, and how do we relight the flame when it's cold, why do we dream when out thoughts mean nothing, and when will we learn to control? old embraces || and those || yet to come |
I loved on 08.07.03 at 9:52 pm |