Cupid needs to hit me on the ass DAMNIT!.
In reply to Sir Ayrhead: Well i wasn't AT all nervous/ embarressed/ or uncomfortable that you were over and talking to my family and stuff. I did however fear at first my family would set some type of expectations, or have this idea guy in their mind then compare you to it- and i didn't want that. I believe in getting to know the person and see what's there instead of setting any standards. Which my family didn't do(thank god) then again- they really don't. I was scared that you might be reallyyyy uncomfortable and the fact that you weren't was so awesome. lol I was quiet because i was observing more, and seeing how things went, but next time i promise alone time. =P And if my mom bugs us i will so LOCK HER OUT! haha =P But yeah- i'm really glad you got to know my family and actually accept them, because i guess in a way accepting them is accepting a big part of who i am. And if you can deal with them crazy bastards haha you have no obstacles with me =P oh and yeah, STOP WORRYING ABOUT THE WATER DAMN IT. It's not a big deal lol, jeebus. =P Anyhoo!!!! I love spending time with James, it slowly allows us to get to know who the other is more. James is 'cool people' two thumbs up from Lu =P hahaha. The top of the world, sitting here wishing- the things i've become- that something is missing.. Maybe I... But what do i know? My day was wonderful today. I mean i haven't had such a perfect day in a long while. I kept looking for james during the bells of 2-3 and 4-5 but YEAH, i just found out he was ABSENT. Lol. I did see him after school though he grabbed my shoulders haha. Yesterday was great, today was great. Hmm... Is there a downhill tomorrow?I hope not.. Tomorrow's Valentines day.. So maybe there will be. = I dunno, i don't want anymore drama. I just want the rest of the year to go swell, and i feel like i wanna be nice to everyone but some people just don't deserve kindness! =P And now it seems that i have found nothing at all- I want to hear your voice out loud! Slow it down.. Slow it down.. Without it all! I'm choking on nothing, it's clear in my head, and i'm screaming for something, knowing nothing is better than knowing at all.. On my Own....On my own... Valentines Day *Sigh* oh jeebus =P I think i;m going to the store today to buy little things to give out to my friends, i'm not sure yet though. I am kind of tired. I [might] wear a skirt tomorrow. I'll see ;) haha. Marry me- stay the same, lie to me and try to say you never will. I was helping dumb0 NHS sell the teddy bears and stuff. They are sooo cuteeee lol I was going to buy my mom one today, but i'll probably buy her one tomorrow. We were selling little bears with a balloon or the little bear in a bag, or the BIG bear in the big bag lol. Some of those prices are ridiculous. Because i remember the bear with the sucker used to be a dollar, and now they're charging two. Plus a dollar to send the sucker& bear, or whatever you bought to another person's division. Shoot for that dollar i'll just give it to the person instead. Then again it IS kinda sweet recieving it from the dumb0 NHS messengers. Which i think i have to help with = Ah well. GET IN THE SPIRIT NESS! haha. We'll see :) But yeah i'm sure Ivelis pitched in with the idea to RAISE the prices, so that NHS can make a bigger profit. =; HAND. Anyways. Nessa likes good deals :| The little beanie bear in the bag was an okay deal i guess. It wasn't TOO much. It was worth what it was i suppose. I should make a stop at walgreens or something today.. Then again i don't live by walgreens anymore =( damnit. I guess i have to check out Jewel or something. That's the closest thing to here. Bastards :| Ah well. I'm gunna' lay downa lllllillll bit, think of what i feel like putting on tomorrow, and see if i can get my mom into the valentine cheer of shoppin ;) haha. (Wish me luck!!!!) Tata =) <3 Sonic p.s- Uh.. hey Cupid, where the hell is the love? Bastard! hahaha =P I'm gunna take an aarow and stick it up Cupids bum :| Jp. BYEEEEEEEEEEE old embraces || and those || yet to come |
I loved on 02.13.03 at 4:02 pm |