The Time Of My Life!
Well, on thanksgiving, i had a blast. I hung out with my cousins, we took pictures and laughed it up the whole night. =P [ to see the pictures, check out my Thanksgiving Pictures entry] Anyhoo. The day after my dad called, and he came and picked me up around 2pm. It turned out to be 10x's better then i ever expected. I was expecting to come home right after dinner, (hence why i left my AIM, YAHOO, and Internet on) but it ended up that we didn't come home till today :X haha.
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Speaking of yesterday.. I got a strange call from a person [i thought] i didn't even know! Turned out he was "One Realm" from Yahoo, apparently i gave him my # a couple weeks ago. [While talking to him] I was trying to recall all of this information, then finally did. lol He's cool people, or "cool shit" as i called him last night. LMAO!! When he called, for about 10 minutes into the convo, i thought he was Rami!! HAHA. I was like, "what the hell are you calling me for at this time of night?!" And he said something like: "I'm sorry, am i bothering you?" lmao it was so funny.
His call threw me offffff i spent most of the time thinking about who he was. I noticed a slight change in the voice though, Rami's voice is more rough, i just figuerd Rami had a cold, and it was a little high pitched then usual. But nope. It was Jose calling me. Haha =) As i payed more attention to his voice, it's actually very attractive. :> heh :"> lol He has a cute little laugh too.
He kept trying to confuse me :| And it's like 12:30 at night. I think we talked for like an hour or something. He's very.. Unique. Some little comments he made had the brain ticking'.[Mine anyway]lol I dunno' I'd really like to get to know him more, and talk to him on a regular basis. =P I was like.."Okay!What's wrong with you? are you some type of player or something, a sweet talker?" lol. I don't know...I'm very suspicious of guys who are that sweet/nice. Normally they have something up their sleeve, and they're just trying to get something from you. [not meaning sex, well it could be sex sometimes, just not from me. :P ha] I dunno.
He said he was going to call me today around 8.. It's 8:21...lol *stop looking at the clock stupid* Okay.. NO MORE LOOKING AT THE CLOCK :P It's cool how he offered to call at least, even if he doesn't come through. No guys ever offer to call :P they always tell me to call them. Psh. Not to mention any names or anything... [JAMES](even though he won't see this) lol. Stupid guy from school. He's an A-hole. Anyways!!! Moving on!!!!!! ~~~~~~~~ weee. =)
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My dad got drunk last night = not very pleasant. But them assholes kept pouring more in my dad's glass, more then what they were pouring in their own. But they were going to start on another bottle, and i said oh hell no. So i hadda' let Jose go, and get my dad home. I practically hadda' carry him down the stairs. [well his dead weight anyways]. He had no balance. =
I noticed that my dad listen's to no woman when he's drunk- except me. It's weird..Yet cool. I feel he gives me this power. Maybe it's just because i'm his daughter? I dunno. All i do know is, i'm the only one that can get him to stop drinking without an arguement, or fight, and i hadda' do it a lot when i lived with my mom& dad. But now i guess that's his new wifes problem. I only stop it when i'm around. I wish my dad would stop drinking though.. But i guess he's still trying to drown away a lot of past memories, pain, and present problems. I do think he misses me though. I know he loves me, i can see it in his eyes. - Though sometimes i doubt it because i'm hurt that i can't see him everyday or as often. I'm a daddies girl. And i miss my daddy.
It's not fair. But there are some girls without their daddies, their dads are dead. Like my friend alondra. I dunno. Her dad died recently, i don't think i'd ever be the same if my mom, dad, brother, or grandfather died. I'd flip into a psycho ward probably. They are the foundation that makes me..Me. And keeps me that way. I guess i just wish things were a little different. But hey they could be a lot worse. *knock on wood* they don't though.
I can only hope for the best and hope my future is what my family wishes it will be. They wanna' see me succeed in the "Big world", and succeed better then they did, with less hard times, and a better chance at making decent money, not busting my ass so hard it kill's you. My dad's a hard worker, my grandfather was before his conditions got worse. He still is though. My mom was, she has something slowing her down right now though. I can't wait until she gets back up on her feet and becomes the woman she once was. My brother trys. I can only wish that as he grows older, he begins to try harder for himself, not anyone else.
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Anyways, i think that's all for right now, i'm going to do a job search for Ink Technitions, for an Ink Lab- for my dad. And see if i can get him an interview with a company that will pay him more then 15 dollars an hour. The job he has now is making him work three shifts, because he's the only good technition they have, that know's what he's doing and doesn't need a supervisor. He's had 19 years of experience, but doesn't apply for them high buisness factories, because they require a highschool diploma, and a test they give. My dad know's basic math, but when it gets to fractions and all of that, he has no background, or any kind of teachings. He stopped going to school after 6th grade. Which is like 8th grade in america. Because he had to get a job and was working 12 hour shifts, only making a most of 150 every week or two weeks, i forgot. But that's the highest he made, back then. Anyways. Laid her
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