MmM Donut..And Sex B-)
Alright well i just got home and i keep finding bruises everywhere. Ugh damn basketball. Anyways i have like a gash/cut on my poor foot :( so i have a spongebob bandaid on that, and i have spongebob bandaids on my fingers, because the bones feel loose. Anyways. I'm thinking about him right now.. and yeah. I think i really, really like him, but i try avoiding it because i don't want to be another 'girlie girl' in his life, he has a lot of people that like him- so i try to stay out of his way and go about my business. But i don't know. We talked last night. Lol odd conversation. But funny. He told me he's going to donate his sperm so that if he dies, the sperm goes to me so i can carry his babies lmao. I thought that was hilarious, but sweet and cute in another sence. He claims he was serious about that lol. It was sorta weird too though, because for a few moments there, he actually had me thinking about what it would be like to have his babies. lol Then i sorta snapped out of it and thought WHOAAAAAA I haven't even had sex, nor have i gotten married- why should i be thinking about having kids. lol I'm only 18. But i thought about what the kids would probably turn out like Lol. i'd definantly would want the kiddIES to have his smile. James has the most adorable-funniest smile that i've seen. lol I think the funny part about it is that it looks so sincere. lol When i smile [against my will] mine looks so fake. and it's funny:P But yeah anyways, i think that's what i love about him, his humor, his jokes, his dumb jokes, Lol the way he thinks i dunno he has distinctive characteristics that i havent seen in anyone at roosevelt- which is really cool. But yeah. He's my friend. One of my closests actually. I think i consider him a best friend, but then again i like him- so maybe i shouldnt. Lol Or hmm Maybe i should just chose one or the other. It's hard to like a best friend, because your always in the background and never in the spot light ya kno?I dunno. he's pretty jaded lately when it comes to girls so i'll keep my mouth closed. lol Talking to him on an oddly almost regular basis is kinda cool. I get to learn more about him and stuff- which i like. I like getting into peoples 'minds' and seeing what their like. I think it's a fetish of mine = Shame on me = That's kinda' funny. "So Sonic, what's YOUR fettish??" "Well uh- my fettish is having long talks about life, the world, and the relationship im in with the person i'm with. Also just talking about anything under the sun and exchanging honest feelings about eachother to show we care. Its defiantly a turn on and makes me horny. How about you Johnny?" "Well uh- what cant you be normal sonic and just say piercings or 4play?!" "Well i dunno johnny!!" "Damn you Sonic!" haha i just created my own demented diologue. Its the truth though- when a person let's you into their mind it's a definant turn on. People are going to think im such an odd little child. lol DON'T READ MY JOURNAL I'M ODD, THANK YOU AMERICA! ha. Anyways I'm bored i don't know what else to say. I just made up a little play on what the typical person might say to me when i tell them what my fettish is. hahaha. I'm dull. Alright well Simpsons are on and im going to eat something. All i had today was a donut.. Hahah donut..'Mmmm... Donut' -Homer. Sex may cause sex cancer (as i say) but i sure want some before im 21 :) bYE ByE bYe Laid her. old embraces || and those || yet to come |
I loved on 01.28.03 at 4:38 pm |