Farewell until i have time!
I remember you.. Do you remember me too? Ahhh ha. I had a frickin blast hanging out at James' house. I thought it would be a little awkward and we might run out of things to say, but damn it was the freakin complete opposite. lol I can't believe how much fun i had. It was sorta' as if i didn't want to leave. But ya' know i gotta' leave sum time :P But when like a half hour had past and my mom said she still hasn't left the new apartment, i was like woo hoo another half hour or so with James. He made me feel so comfortable. Lol it was cute how he would say sorry for everything and anything, like my coat has cat hair on it from fat bum my Kat. And then i got some dog hair on it from James' couch, and he's like sorry! I'm thinking "it's just hair :P" nothing a lint brush can't pull off. lol Even if i didn't have a lint brush i'd still wear this coat proudly because it's dog hair from the softest couch in THE WORLD! Lol I'm in love with his big comfy couch i swear. I feel bad for not telling him how much fun i had though- i think i ment to tell him that on the phone too, but once i start talking to him i plum forget things. lol I'm at the old apartment right now, for a bit, and then i have my doctors apointment. I'm so hungry but i can't eat anything =( and everyone in the dinning room is eating!!! I'm so jealous :( And i'm so sick :| James noticed i don't give too much eye contact.. Lol i think i forgot to mention that small quality about me. I think i still believe in that whole "eyes are the window to a persons soul" and well yeah. I'm eye-shy :"> I'll try harder to give him some more next time .. =P Rest assure your not alone.. Cause' i would give everything that i own, i'd give you my heart, and the skin, and these bones, the sun, the moon, the earth the sky, and i'd never stop to wonder why. I would do anything.. I would give everything... To be your everything. Lol i just noticed how i quote songs i listen to while writing my entry, so whenever i start on a new topic i put a new quote in after the last topic.lol COnfusin' eh?Well if you people ever wanna' know what songs the bold lyrics are from, just ask me or leave a messege in my guest book located to the right :P You should know that I love you, we should love like lovers' do, and i can't help but fall for you, oh honey i'm just a fool. Now ya' know. Darling i'll never be true.. You see for so long i was blueee, (i'm not the only one) and if i hurt then you will too, oh honey i always lose.. Lover when wil you?I'm so afraid that no one cares.. Lover can't find you.. I swear to god don't leave me here. Now you know. And we both know that it can't be.. But no one else here really means anything to me, if you hurt inside if you confideeeeeeeee in me again, since you ran away, hold me now. tell me how. Love is ours..Lover... I hate doctorssssssss they are soooo evilllll!!!!!!! --- I'm listening to that kick ass song right above. It's called "Said sadly" by the smashing pumnpkins :P Billy corgan OWNS my socks! lol. Especially the pair with the stars on them B-) ... Anyways!!! I'm going to check my e-mail address and see what my family is arguing about. (The usual) I swear. I need to get into a fighting-free enviroment :P .. Uhm just to let whoever reads my journal know: I won't have the Net for a week, well actually until the 12 of February. So i'll try to post journal entries @ school. and if you all e-mail me i can ALWAYS e-mail everyone back, during the school week. So please do keep in touch B-) My e-mail address is [email protected] (Don't be afraid to email me. And i WILL get the emails) :P Take care all. Have a wonderful night and a pleasant tomorrow B-) I'll update whenever i can. Love ya all. (Well not really. Only some. Haha :P) Byeeeeeeeee old embraces || and those || yet to come |
I loved on 02.01.03 at 9:49 am |