Good Day B-)
"Nessa..wow..her and I had always went through hell and back but our friendship somehow always seemed to come out on top..eh not this time..I hate her more then anything for the things shes done..but I also thank her for always being there...even if she didnt know how to keep her mouth shut about everything ...she always had somthing to say ..."
Interesting thoughts. That's by someone i used to call a friend. Well she's right in someways, then couldn't be more wrong in others. Me- a big mouth?-HELL YEAH!!And i won't change for anyone. "The thing's she's done"-What have I done, really?
If you look at it straight. Everyone flipped because said how i felt. Everyone got pissy and mad about how i got away from everyone the way i did. When 90 percent of the people were talking shit about me anyways!! How do i ruien lives??Right. I love the way people talk shit about me for ages then have the nerve to say i'm a bitch for saying how i feel to their face. It's like people are afraid to hear what other's have to say.Especially if a person's right. Welp.. I can honestly say none of them have anything to bitch about, due to the fact most are so two faced, and only want someone in their life when it's convinient for them. Please. =; I'm not mad or anything. But still.
I don't know. I'm the type that will stick up for my friends when my friend tells me someones fucking with them.But apparently i was in the wrong, because the info i was givin' by the friend(s) couldn't be more false. So it was all in vein. Ah well. I learned not to care about peoples situations anymore. Because all i really wanna' say when people come complaining to me about their friendships, or relationships, is "I told you so." But instead of saying that i just say, "oh nooo nu uh, don't wanna' hear it =;". I could be nice and listen to it, and just not say anything in responce i suppose. That would be the nice thing to do. But hey, i dunno'. lol =)
I was talking to CamEra last night. B-) He's kick ass. (No i am not saying that to suck up, I don't suck up. = ) Anyways. But yeah. Talking to him was fun last night. I can't say he's the greatest guy in the world, because i don't know him on any other level(s). But i can say what i seen so far is really pleasant and he's nice. You don't find many nice (genuine) people on here. Minus maybe 2-3 people i know. =P There's no need to mention names, because i'm not trying to make people feel like shit, or make others feel praised. My coach does that in basketball, and it's not nice. It makes me feel bad when he says i work hard along with 2 others, then says the other slack off, when some are actually sick or pissed about something. It just ruins the team. =; ANYWAYS!!!!
I really don't know what else to say, i might post some stuff from buffy in a few. Fun Fun Fun B-) Buffy owns.(Sorry) But i love that show. =) Alright. Laid her.
-Vanessa
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