Hit to the heart
Ah... what fun i'm having. [not] I'm actually wishing Jai Sun X was on. Seems since christmas he kinda' grew on me again, and i [once again] got used to his presence. But i believe he has surgery this weekend[?] so i suppose i won't see him. I haven't felt much creative this weak. I went back to my [old] journal layout [i made]. And i just played a bit with some of the colors. I'm pretty much satisfied with everything right now.
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So how's life you say?Fucking dual. I keep coming to this because i have nothing better to do. Maybe i should go out? Eh.. I looked at new apartments today with my mom- fun fun. We'll be moving about 4 miles from here. [ I think?] So that means i'll have to take a couple buses to school now. Not only that but i'll have to wake up an hour earlyer because buses tend to run slow sometimes. Blah. This sucks. But oh well. Gotta' move sometime?I think we start the move in February... RaWr.
I need to desperately get a job after February... Perhaps i'll start applying then. Because i'll have to recover from my surgery that month.
Ah well my cousin just came on, so i'm going to go talk to her. Ta Ta
Yours truly.
p.s- my heart aches in pain and numbness along with loneliness and fear.
sOnIc feels: alone.
sOnIc right now is playing: "Sympathetic"- Seether
sOnIx quote for today is: "It seems i'm alone here- hallow again." "This same old feeling.. and i can't seem to make it go away.."
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