� Clowd �
This got me thinking... Even though it's nothing i haven't already thought about. It worded everything beautifully.
LIFE
My skin was pale white as if I were dead but alive waiting for the moment.
Knowing all in the mind of redness meaning blood as I kill those who I please too... and my heart ever so black dark and cold never having emotion inside therefore a perfect chaotic individual...
DIFFERENT
DECITEFUL CARNAGE BEYOND THE DEPTHS OF LIFE, INTERNAL PAIN CONFUSING THE UNSTABLE MIND. PRETENDING TO BE AS IF ONE IS CALM AND FREINDLY WHEN INSIDE FILLED WITH PROFOUND THOUGHTS. WALKING AMONG MANY BUT NEVER INTERACTING WITH THE COMMON LIFE...
- : | : -FREEDOM- : | : -
INTERNAL PAIN STIRING WITH IN MY STOMACH, AS THE BLOOD FLOWS OUT LEAKING ON THE ASPHALT.
THE COLD SNEAKING BY, AS THE TINGLY FEELING PASSING THROUGH OUT MY BODY.
HEARING BEGINS TO FADE, VISION FADING AWAY, TRYING TO GRASP THE LAST BIT OF BREATH AS I FEEL MY SOUL SLIPPING AWAY AS I TRY TO GRIP THE LAST BIT OF LIGHT IN MY TOTAL EXISTANCE.
I FACE DARKNESS, COLD, DEATH, NOTHING, PAINLESS, EXTERNAL FREEDOM...
((�`��.�MEANINGLESS�.����))
Meaningless ways of life, striving forth piercing our hearts like a knife.
Never fully satisfied with what life has given, never fully aware nothing really driven.
Just empty voids inside our mind thoughts flowing, not truly aware of our surroundings.
Darkness filling our every emotion tears trickling down, as we find ourselves standing outside ourselves looking upon ourselves with such a frown. Only we can truly understand our emotions that stir up inside such meaningless thoughts, but never truly understanding what truly is meaningless�
POISON
MY OWN POISON FLOWS THROUGH MY VEINS INTO MY HEART.
TEARING EVERY INCH OF MY BODY APART.
SOARING WINDS' BLOWING AGAINST MY FACE.
LOOKING UP AT THE SKY STEADILY AS I BEGAN TO GAZE.
RAIN DROPS SLOWLY FALLING.
TEAR DROPS QUICKLY FILLING MY EYES RUNNING DOWN INTO THE GRASS.
SLOWLY FALLING TO MY KNEES WITH PAIN IN MY CHEST.
NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO AS I LAY IN THE GRASS FEELING THE COLD WINDS BLOWING.
FEELING THE BLOOD SLOW DOWN THROUGH MY VEINS ENDING MY LIFE, AS I AM DRENCHED IN MY OWN POISON...
He's very talented. Doincha' think? =) Damn. =
ROSE
A rose is not a rose till you see it from your eyes.
A rose is not a rose till you see it from the far south side.
A rose is not a rose till you give it to that special someone.
A rose is not a rose till you know it has fully developed.
A rose is not a rose till you have seen the light from both sides of life.
A rose is not a rose till you give it and receive it from the special someone.
A rose is not a rose till you share it with your friends or the one special one.
A rose is not a rose till you send it on its way with love.
A rose is not a rose till a rose becomes a rose.
A rose is not a rose because you don't let it be�
�2002 Clowd. All rights reserved.
Sonic:A rose is not a rose until it's blue
Clowd: nope
Clowd: A rose is not a rose untill i give it to you
Clowd: ;)
Damn sweet talkers...lol RAWR! :(
Clowd: so tell me
Clowd): how does one know what love is
Clowd: :-
Sonic: I dont know.
Sonic: I dont think you can tell a person what love is to them
Clowdhave you ever been in love?
Sonic: Everyone is different
Sonic: I hate to admit it, but yeah i think i have
Clowd: not me
Clowd: one of my girls told me it was bad
Clowd: never to have loved
Clowd: but i think its better
Sonic: In a way it is
Sonic: But
Sonic: In another way
Sonic: For a brief moment however long that may be
Sonic: There was just a smile on my face, and on my heart that was never there, and i had no power what so ever of it, and i wasnt even conscious of it until my cheeks started to hurt.
Sonic: I dunno
Sonic: When i thought about how i felt
Sonic: I couldn't remove the smile i had
Sonic: It wasn't a fake smile, or a forced one
Clowd: you smile? well i could see you smiling me i never smile maybe a smurk but no smile...
Sonic: Yeah
Sonic: I smile.
Sonic: I stopped smiling as much a year ago tho
....
...I dunno'.. I think i almost forgot what being inlove feels like i haven't felt a strong love in so long...It's been over a year... Blah.. I remain alone, and no one will ever capture my heart until i'm ready to let go. It's easy to like someone.. But so hard for me to trust, and fall inlove...Only person that has proved to be truthful is Aaron. And that took 2-3 years...Anyhoo.. Laid her
*curtsey*
Sonic
old embraces
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