Hate The Way I Feel..
I really need to stop fooling my self with illusions that aren't there. Reality has hit me and i've now seen no matter what any guy says- they really don't mean it. None want a relationship- they only want what's convenient for them. And what is convenient for them is to flirt, have 'fun' be all over 392883 girls, and then claim they care for you. How do all men manage to do that?I don't understand. I guess i'm the only person on the planet that believes when you really want someone, you don't show it by trying to be all over 383838 other girls. That's not a damn turn on, now is it? Let's get real. Like i said- i'll wait until i find someone who is looking for what i am- not someone who wants to be selfish and have their cake and eat it too. It's depressing how guys have changed so much- they've gone to wanting to hang out, play basketball, to wanting to fuck, or use you. It's disgusting. = I hate it. And I hate the whole male population. Pinky old embraces || and those || yet to come |
I loved on 03.13.03 at 2:44 pm |