Locked In Me.
I have no friends
Chose myself over them
Is it wrong to push the negativity away?
Am i selfish for being a loner?
Is it okay to say i'm scared?
I'm an anti- social type of girl
Excluding the world from her.
I'm afraid to admit people scare me
Too hurt and numb to let anyone near
Paranoid that they'd only tell me
What they think i want to hear.
I miss the simpleness
The way life was when you were young
No one tried to hurt you
Wunds were easier to heal
Then these scars i carry on my chest.
I've grown cold
That little girl
Doesn't live here anymore
A new mind acompanied by a new look
Everyone fears me now
They don't know how to respond
Throwing names and hurtful words
And in a sick twisted way
I enjoy the pain.
I love knowing
I'm not one of them
I'm me
The girl everyone sees
But would never ever
Really know.
old embraces
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