Revelation
Let go...
Let it go...
Let go.
The past is gone,
Don't look back unless you'd like it to repeat.
Moving on with a new perspective
My head held up with pride
My spirit at it's high
Life is working with me
Instead of against me
As i realize it wasn't people i needed,
It was me, my self, and I.
It's proven you can't depend on anyone,
You MUST depend on your self.
But don't discourage yourself from leaning on someone,
Because sometimes help is good.
Verbal abuse is over now-
I won't take anymore of that from anyone,
I don't need to be told about my faults and wrongs-
When they never acknowleged my right's and achievements.
I don't need someone to treat me bad-
Like i'm not important,
Or act as if i'm not worth anything.
I have learned through my struggles..
That i am someone.
I deserve respect.
I believe in myself-
Even if no one else does.
I know i'm going places,
I'll be someone important.
Couple' years ago i had no idea why..
I did all the things i do.
But now everything has fallen in place-
And i know that in this world
I'll survive
And i'll get through.
I may not be the richest-
Or the most intelligent-
I may not be the prettiest-
Or the most confident-
But i have enough of each to let me know
Life WILL be okay.
I will find love one day-
I will make money and have a place to call home-
I will have children,
Even if i have to adopt-
And their not from me-
They will be my own.
I will learn to love my family
The way they should be loved.
I will forgive my past one day
And care about life
The way i always should.
I'm still growing,
But i know where i'm heading
I have what it takes
And i know that i'll be okay.
I'm a strong young woman.
Who can learn to work well with others in the world,
And manage to hold her own.
-VMS
I swear.. A day is never done. But i keep going. I keep on going, struggling fighting, gaining, winning. I learned that in life- i just have to try and work hard at it, never giving up. I can do that. I learned that everything i've done in highschool is finally paying off. I'm starting to slowly see my future develope. I'm seeing that the skills i have can handle any job, as long as i put my mind to it i can accomplish anything.
Life may not be the easiest thing. But i know it's the challenges in that life that make us strong. I know i can be strong. I can take lifes bumps, like i take the charges in basketball. In basketball, i'm Center. People charge at me, hit me, shove me , push me, scratch me, kick me. EVERYTHING. I bruise. But the bruises heal. And like life, My bruises will heal. I just have to keep remaining strong, and go through life knowing i can do it. ANY bumps hits, and set backs. I'll get through them. Even if it's a big struggle. I have to do it. For me. Mainly for ME. Not for anyone else. My family is behind me. They don't want to see another generation struggle in life with 10 dollars a week to feed their family.I'm going to make things better and give back everything i can, that i've been given. Life isn't all about what you receive. It's about what you give out of the kindness of your heart.
Sonic.
old embraces
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