Left Unsaid
Well tonight i have nothing to write because my mind is simply blank. I do have one thing to say though:
Will you stop bad mouthing me as if i'm trying to steal jai sun x from you. I am NOT like you. Get over it. He's done nothing wrong, neither have i. Deal. Dumbass.
So anyways i asked Megan what i should write in my journal, lol because i'm bored and i really have nothing to bitch about. Or talk about. I was V boxN with helmet head. B-) It's fun. So yeah... Megan told me to put this in here haha:
Megan:NESSA when you're life fallss apart always remember that i will be the one who will stay to help you pick the pieces up..and when the rest of the world walks out on you remember not to close the doors....because i am the one who will be walking in to help you through every bit of it and i love u :-)
Haha That was nice of her to say, ay? =P I'm listening to my old ass Orgy cd. I wasn't even sure if it was going to work. I've had it since 8th grade. Haha =) But it works perfectly. Jai sun X went to lay down for awhile, so he's probably coming back within an hour. He told me to text him. Fun fun fun.
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My New years was fucking great. I swear. School sucks i can feel it. I have four more days before i have to go back. I feel so refreshed though. Like i had a long weekend. lol Yeah it flew by. It dragged in the beginning of the first week. But on christmas when Jai sun IMed me.. I don't know. I started staying up late chatting v boxN lmao lol and yeah I haven't smiled so much, and had so much fun in so long!! he's been keeping me alive. I hope it stays like this. I don't want any drama. It's pleasant, nice..And fun B-) "LOVE SHACK BAYBEEE" lmao ;) hahaha That song is great. Most of the people at school make me sick. But oh well. I know who's important, who i should invest time in, and who i shouldn't so yeah. It's going to be easier to deal. =)
To everyone who has a problem with me, when i haven't done anything wrong. FUCK OFF, GET A LIFE, STOP CUTTING ME DOWN, AND YOU DON'T OWN ME, OR MY EMOTIONS. You people who can't stand me only give me energy to go through another day in this world. So thank you for making me the center of your world. =) Lmao. haha =D
To people who apreciate me, even if i don't recognize that- Thank You. You guys are a better person then I , and you help make me who i am. =)
Bye bye!
Sonic =)
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