Apart I Fall: Hey
AshleyElizabethx: howdee
AshleyElizabethx: mark dumped me again yesterday :-(
Apart I Fall: What was his reason?
AshleyElizabethx: he's "confused"
Apart I Fall: Let me ask you something
Apart I Fall: When you and jayson would flirt, was it meaningful to you?
Apart I Fall: Did he tell you things you wish were true
AshleyElizabethx: um no
AshleyElizabethx: i mean
AshleyElizabethx: i was just doing like.. friendly flirting i guess?
AshleyElizabethx: i mean i never meant anything by it and i didn't think he did
AshleyElizabethx: why?
Apart I Fall: But what i'm wondering is- if those girls from RMI are really wanting him- or just doing the 'friendly' flirting.
AshleyElizabethx: hmm i dunno
Apart I Fall: He says things like "Do me now"
Apart I Fall: and shit.
AshleyElizabethx: i think he just really likes the attention
AshleyElizabethx: it probably makes him feel better about himself for awhile
Apart I Fall: But it makes me sick
Apart I Fall: Thats why it ruins the way we communicate
AshleyElizabethx: aw i know it's gotta suck
Apart I Fall: i CANT want to talk to him
Apart I Fall: When i see things like that
AshleyElizabethx: yeah
Apart I Fall: Words just dont mean the same
Apart I Fall: When he says the same things to everyone
AshleyElizabethx: yeah i know what you mena
AshleyElizabethx: mean
AshleyElizabethx: i make sure i don't say flirty shit to him anymore cause i don't want to fuck up our friendship
Apart I Fall: Well i guess he can enjoy all the attention he wants, because i'm not sitting here and watching anymore- there's one less person off his list to watch him throw back and forth those comments and statements.. I cant watch anymore =
Apart I Fall: I just dont want to hear it anymore
AshleyElizabethx: yeah
AshleyElizabethx: it probably got old fast
Apart I Fall: What got old?
AshleyElizabethx: watching him say the same stuff
Apart I Fall: It doesn't seem the things he does with these girls gets 'old'
AshleyElizabethx: over and over
AshleyElizabethx: i mean for you
Apart I Fall: To me yeah
Apart I Fall: It gets disgusting too
AshleyElizabethx: yeah
Apart I Fall: Haha
Apart I Fall: I'm not going to keep watching and see the next 'Dani' pick him up.
Apart I Fall: I don't need that.
AshleyElizabethx: no you don't
AshleyElizabethx: you deserve better than that
Apart I Fall: HA
Apart I Fall: Sad thing is i don't know what i deserve
AshleyElizabethx: well i know i don't deserve anyone :">
AshleyElizabethx: that's probably why i'm dumped again
Apart I Fall: I'm starting to think God(dess[s]) are telling me i'm asking for too much
AshleyElizabethx: maybe so
Apart I Fall: I don't
Apart I Fall: know.
Apart I Fall: He meets all these people, that are obsessed about his looks
AshleyElizabethx: and that's really shallow
Apart I Fall: Ha
Apart I Fall: For them it's just fine
Apart I Fall: I'm starting to see how people get
Apart I Fall: When you have a 'picture'
Apart I Fall: And how they can be a real ass to you one day
Apart I Fall: And as soon as they think your looks fancy them
Apart I Fall: Your the fucking hot topic of the year
AshleyElizabethx: yeah i found out who really gave a shit when i finally fessed up to being fake :-)))
Apart I Fall: And everybody wants a piece
Apart I Fall: It doesnt matter me
Apart I Fall: I'm friends with people because of history, because of conversation, communication, realness, friendship.
Apart I Fall: Im not fucking friends with people because they wear a spikeE bracelet and are 'tho hawt' or because they have the most kick ass style around
AshleyElizabethx: lol
Apart I Fall: I dunno
Apart I Fall: people are disgusting
Apart I Fall: Always being inlove with the image
Apart I Fall: People who dissed me before
Apart I Fall: Until i am who i am today
AshleyElizabethx: i think
Apart I Fall: They think ive forgotten but i havent
AshleyElizabethx: nina and some renae girl were talking about you today in chat
Apart I Fall: Saying what?
AshleyElizabethx: well
AshleyElizabethx: i came in the room
AshleyElizabethx: and renae person was saying something like i bet she made the picture all blurry to hide her ugly mug or something like that
AshleyElizabethx: and then nina was like yeah i HATE her
AshleyElizabethx: and later down the thread
Apart I Fall: Lol What pictures of mine are 'blurry'?
AshleyElizabethx: renae was singing some song
AshleyElizabethx: and she goes
AshleyElizabethx: and I GOT THE WEIGHT OF NESSA... ON MY BACK
AshleyElizabethx: and they both cracked up
AshleyElizabethx: so i dunno
Apart I Fall: I dont even know them.
Apart I Fall: Lol
AshleyElizabethx: lmao
AshleyElizabethx: i dunno
AshleyElizabethx: maybe it was another nessa?
Apart I Fall: Theres chinkee nessa
Apart I Fall: and some other ho's
Apart I Fall: I dont talk to anyone in chat
AshleyElizabethx: ok well maybe it wasn't you then
AshleyElizabethx: i just saw nessa and i was like :o how rude
Apart I Fall: Except you mark paul jay justin abbz
AshleyElizabethx: lol
Apart I Fall: But my pictures arent blurry :-
Apart I Fall: Least not on my screen:-
AshleyElizabethx: i didn't think so but i didn't know if you had one that was or something? lmao
Apart I Fall: no.
Apart I Fall: lol
Apart I Fall: And a lot of mine are closeups
Apart I Fall: So if i had such a fucking ugly mug its not hard to tell
AshleyElizabethx: lmao
Apart I Fall: Lol
Apart I Fall: i am fat though
Apart I Fall: So maybe thats why
AshleyElizabethx: no =; i am :-))))))))
Apart I Fall: Hatin on fat people
Apart I Fall: :">
Apart I Fall: Hey
Apart I Fall: I like being who and what i am:">
Apart I Fall: They just cant accept it.
AshleyElizabethx: yeah
Apart I Fall: But seriously:-)
Apart I Fall: Ive heard of the names, but i never talk to them:-))
AshleyElizabethx: ok well maybe they were talking about someone else lol
Apart I Fall: So if they hate me thats pretty pathetic:X
AshleyElizabethx: yeah :-))
Apart I Fall: Then again
Apart I Fall: Last year there were girls that hated me @ school
Apart I Fall: And didnt even know me
Apart I Fall: They couldnt stand my voice
AshleyElizabethx: haha
Apart I Fall: And how i dont sit back and be that typical 'mesican' hispanic girl.
Apart I Fall: Because im not even mexican
AshleyElizabethx: lmao
Apart I Fall: I'm IRISH
Apart I Fall: And GUATEMALAN
Apart I Fall: And if they cant handle my life style, the way i dress, 7 up theirs too :|
Apart I Fall: AT LEAST I HAVE BOOBIES$#*(%*
Apart I Fall: The one is twice my size
Apart I Fall: and called me fat
Apart I Fall: and she doesnt even have tits
AshleyElizabethx: lmfao
AshleyElizabethx: "AT LEAST I HAVE BOOBIES"
AshleyElizabethx: :-)))))))))))
Apart I Fall: sorry:">
AshleyElizabethx: that was funny :">
Apart I Fall: i think
Apart I Fall: that people are starting to feel intimidated by the way i am or something
Apart I Fall: well not really intimidated
Apart I Fall: but
Apart I Fall: the fact that im so open annoys everyone around me
AshleyElizabethx: i like it
AshleyElizabethx: hardly anyone including myself can be as honest and open and REAL as you are
Apart I Fall: i dont know
Apart I Fall: whos to say i
Apart I Fall: m
Apart I Fall: whats real
AshleyElizabethx: well
Apart I Fall: what works for me doesnt necesarrily work for others
Apart I Fall: ya know
AshleyElizabethx: you seem very sincere
AshleyElizabethx: to me
Apart I Fall: i am
AshleyElizabethx: and i can tell
AshleyElizabethx: you don't say things you don't mean
Apart I Fall: unless im fighting
Apart I Fall: then i only half mean it :">
AshleyElizabethx: lol
AshleyElizabethx: ok you TRY not to say things you don't mean lol
Apart I Fall: lol
Apart I Fall: :">
Apart I Fall: i try really hard
Apart I Fall: to learn about people
AshleyElizabethx: aghhhh i'm all itchy
Apart I Fall: and why they do the things they do
Apart I Fall: and why on the way i presieve things
Apart I Fall: its morally wrong or right
Apart I Fall: haha you must have lice:-))
AshleyElizabethx: no not my head :-)))
AshleyElizabethx: my arms and legs :-(
Apart I Fall: lol
Apart I Fall: tics?
AshleyElizabethx: lol i think i'd be able to see those
Apart I Fall: I suppose.. :))
AshleyElizabethx: lmao
Apart I Fall: and im sympaaaaaaaaaatheticcccccccc
Apart I Fall: never lettttttttting on
Apart I Fall: why i feel the way i dooooooooo
AshleyElizabethx: my damn internet explorer keeps crapping out :-(
Apart I Fall: as i falllllllllll away apart against the stream
Apart I Fall: aw=
AshleyElizabethx: bastard computer
AshleyElizabethx: did i SHOW you my new pictures :">
AshleyElizabethx: the black and white ones?
Apart I Fall: BI
Apart I Fall: NO
Apart I Fall: ops
Apart I Fall: :-
AshleyElizabethx: lol bi :-))
Apart I Fall: Yeah how funny
Apart I Fall: I accidently type bi :|
AshleyElizabethx: http://(not tellin. com haha i don't know if ashamolie wants me to post that :) )
AshleyElizabethx: click on the "some new shit"
AshleyElizabethx: folder
Apart I Fall: lmao
Apart I Fall: your mum is a fat cow.
AshleyElizabethx: lol
AshleyElizabethx: i couldn't think of anything cool :-(
Apart I Fall: YOUR HAIR
Apart I Fall: IS KICKASS
AshleyElizabethx: :O ty :">
Apart I Fall: I used to have it like that a couple years back
Apart I Fall: lol
AshleyElizabethx: lol
Apart I Fall: But then i went with the half dyke cut
Apart I Fall: of a backwards mullet :-))
AshleyElizabethx: i like my hair longgg
Apart I Fall: spikEes oh how i miss them:X
AshleyElizabethx: it makes my fat face look skinnier lmao
Apart I Fall: lol@ me calling my old haircut a backwards mullet.
Apart I Fall: :-))
AshleyElizabethx: lol
Apart I Fall: =-O=-O=-O=-O=-O
Apart I Fall: YOU DREW SPONGEBOB
AshleyElizabethx: what?
AshleyElizabethx: YES
AshleyElizabethx: he's awesome :">
Apart I Fall: Spongebob is my only real night a shining armor:">
Apart I Fall: :-*
AshleyElizabethx: lmao
Apart I Fall: Were going to swim together and get married to sabastians UNDA DA SEA! song
Apart I Fall: :-)
AshleyElizabethx: lmao
Apart I Fall: Dude you look so young
Apart I Fall: jeebus:-))
AshleyElizabethx: i know it :-((((
Apart I Fall: You look 12
AshleyElizabethx: everyone asks how old i am :|
AshleyElizabethx: i'm like 19#$)*#$)@*# fucker
AshleyElizabethx: i should take a picture of my birth certificate :-))))
AshleyElizabethx: or like
Apart I Fall: lol
Apart I Fall: I look like i can be your grandma or something
AshleyElizabethx: my class schedule from holmes community college
AshleyElizabethx: oh shut up you do not
Apart I Fall: Lol
AshleyElizabethx: my mom says
AshleyElizabethx: to just be happy i look young
AshleyElizabethx: cause when i'm 40 i'll look 25 :-)))))))))
AshleyElizabethx: like when i'm on cam in chat
Apart I Fall: when im 40 ill look 100 :))
AshleyElizabethx: i know :|
AshleyElizabethx: so my sister was on cam on night
AshleyElizabethx: and she's 12
AshleyElizabethx: and i was like
AshleyElizabethx: don't let anyone view that you don't KNOW
AshleyElizabethx: one night****
Apart I Fall: lol
AshleyElizabethx: abbey saw her though
AshleyElizabethx: she said we look just alike :-)))
Apart I Fall: lol
AshleyElizabethx: did you like my incubus hat :">
AshleyElizabethx: that's like
AshleyElizabethx: my favorite pic of me
AshleyElizabethx: ever
AshleyElizabethx: :-))))
Apart I Fall: lol
Apart I Fall: niceee:X
AshleyElizabethx: you know what
AshleyElizabethx: i'm gonna try my hardest to stay away from all guys and prove to mark that i don't want anyone else :|
AshleyElizabethx: anyways i gotta go eat :X
AshleyElizabethx: bbl :X
Apart I Fall : byeeee
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