Here in this diary
[Song:In this Diary- The Ataris] Well today has been pretty damn good. I found out i got a B+ on my 45 page paper, and i was excited about it all day. I'm moving on up. Haha. She said i'm a really good writer, and she said she found my paper 'passionate, super,good and disturbing as well.' Not disturbing in a bad way because she said 'great literature can bring out all of those, and i consider this good literature.' The reason she found part of my research paper 'disturbing' is because i mention a lot of the things homosexuals go through on a everyday basis, and it was really sad to her. At one point in my paper she said it was difficult to read because of how sad it was when i talked about certain events that happend. But i'm happy. I did great. Azra and I got B+'s, and there was one A-, Sana got that. lol. Sana has good mechanics- :P Uhmmm in reply to James, i apreciate all of what you said- but at the same time you suck at advice dude, lol. Keep your day job ;) haha Naw, some of what you said made sense and did apply to how i felt- but a lot of the smaller things didn't apply to me at all. You should know it takes a lot for me to despise someone- and that the little petty things don't push me off. I seen Jayson, and the bebeh. The bebeh is soooo cute. I want one. = It's adorable. Jay's watching him. :x He's soooo adorable. lol ahhh okay -shuts up-. I love my jai sun x :x muy mucho! haha :) I noticed a lot how 'in this diary' drags out a lot of emotions out of me. It's a wonderful song. It can make me cry, make me smile, make me sad, make me laugh. It's just one of them songs that can drag every memory out of ya'. So yeah. I'm really content where i am today, and i love it.I hope this feeling stays with me for good. I wish Jay could go to prom with me = it would be awesome, i think i would have the time of my life. But since he can't i think i'd rather go alone- i really don't want my friends to pair me up with some stanger.Yuck. The only person i would consider pairing up with is Anthony- only because he'd keep me laughing all night and probably knock my ass over on the dance floor. :)) Uhmmmm I really neeeeeeed a new pair of glasses. My eyes always hurt at one point or another- i really wanted contacts but i doubt my mom would let me get those = she doesnt want me hurting my eyes blah blah blah etc. yeah. Soooo i'll go black plastic- but i cant until i get my checkup with the eye doctor. I need to do that soon. Like sometimes this week? Hm. We'll see. Uhhhh well i guess i'm tired of writing so i'm going to go watch tv with my bro and cousin. Mhm. Friday tv wo0ot. Laid her. I love you cookie crumb ;x Ness old embraces || and those || yet to come |
I loved on 04.25.03 at 7:00 pm |