"Running Out Of Pain"
As he raises his hand you begin to understand
That no love is worth the hate that you feel
Now you're running out of pain
And all these feelings feel the same
So you close your eyes and wish it all away
And I lie awake and I try to say
Anything I know just to ease your pain
But you hide away where no one can see
And it's only you that can set you free
Now the time has come again
So you reach deep down within
To find the strength that you have buried there
As you turn to walk away you can still hear him say
"You'll never make it in this world alone.."
You try to fight (you try to fight)
You hide the pain (you hide the pain)
You walk away (never again)
Blahhhhh
fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuckkkkkkkkkk youuuuu ugh :(
i'm filled with hate pain disgust
i feel used i feel dirty i feel stupid i feel vulnerable i feel gullable i feel horrible i feel sad i feel angry i feel like crying but the tears wont come out anymore i dont want them to i feel abandoned i feel alone i feel scared i feel hurt x's 92348093284 i feel speechless i feel.... numb.
i hate life
i hate it all
and i cant sleep
why can't i sleep?
i'm a loser
i'm a loner
i'm a big nothing.
i'm no one
i'm being laughed at
i feel fooled
what have i done?
why am i alone on this
everything is so one-sided
and i walk alone
i'm always alone
this is how it's supposed to be
ha.
right?