w0rd
[ Staind- so far away] Ah yes... How i LOVE that song. It just hit's the spot.. I don't know what spot.. But i'm guessing my sympathetic, emotional, sensitive spot... I guess[?] 'This is the smile that i've never shown before'.. I think that's where i'm at in my life at the moment actually. I don't have much to complain about.. Honestly.. & It feels weird. Like all these years all i've been doing is bitching about family issues, going through tough times, losing people, growing up.. I've always been so scared of growing up.. Well i still need to do some more growing.. But i'm doing so much better-- i think anyways. I told my cousin yesterday i feel like i'm going through drama withdrawl, because i don't have any in my life at the moment, and it feels weird, like.. I look for it, and keep an eye out for drama in my life.. But none shows up. I only have the whole relationship aspect of my life i'd like to get a move on and fix.. But i have time. Right now what i need to do is worry about getting a damned job, and then i can worry about finding someone to date. <3haha. Taking back sunday rocks my panties to a creamy wetness.. & yeah that's all i really have to say <3 :D TBS- Cute without the 'E' cut from the team. P.s- Cameron is my bessssssssssssssstest buddie & he's always there to listen when he's on, though i don't see him as much as i'd like to, i still <3 him a lot. p.p.s- ashley jadyn still rox0rz my sox? ];P pedro de san lucas still luhs you jadyn <3 p.p.s- scotts a turd that leaves me for his buddies all the time ;x payce home g funky chicken wings. w0rd. <<*SONIC*>> old embraces || and those || yet to come |
I loved on 07.08.03 at 9:29 am |