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Well i can't sleep. I've been up since 4 something a freaking m, because i couldn't go back to bed. Stupid Pinky woke me up. But anyways, i'm eating cookies... & i need some milk. Damnit. Got milk? Uh.. i don't. ;[ ye.uck! Anyways i decided to read some journals, browse others, and make small comments letting people know i'm reading again. I sorta' stopped reading journals, because i wasn't clicking with anything people were saying. The writing seemed to become more of me looking on the outside in, and not understanding one thing, because new people started coming into the picture, and i wasn't up on the 411 chat drama. & yeah. But i see the drama has never left. There's always one person to start it all back up. I remember those days.. Haha. Sad. I remember when Christy, Syna, and Dani all loved to make drama about me, whenever they hated me, and tried to be 'rebels', and rebel against my 'fake' friendship. yeah -finger. But anyways. I also remember the drama christy would always make up about Adam & I, and yeah, i also remember the shit Syna would tell Christy, & pretend i really did say the BS. Load of hoss. I wouldn't want to repeat them days, and i know if i stuck around the same people, it'd be a never ending cycle. It's always a never ending cycle. So basically where i'm going with this is, ASHLEY, don't worry about it, truth is the bastards always find something to start shit up about, or take to offence because their afraid of the truth, and afraid to admit they're a bunch of shitty liars, that are full of themselves. It's all apart of the nice ol' group from way back when. I don't know why you stay around it, you have abbey, what do you need the big crowd of gossipers for? & What you say in your journal is your business. If people don't like it just tell them to stuff a cock in it and shut the fuck up. You have yur views & don't let anyone change them or try to minipulate you to think yur wrong. People really need to lay off the bullshit, and get a reality check. Seriously. What the fuck is the point of coming on the internet to start fights, and pick on people. I don't get it anymore. I understand if you fight with the person because you actually care about them. But when you don't, then what? What is the point? How old are we now people? We're not 14 anymore. You shouldn't have to leave yur journal that you've been writing in for ages just because people are bitching about what you have to say. But you have to stay strong, against all the feedback you get too. With words that spill come consequences. old embraces || and those || yet to come |
I loved on 07.08.03 at 5:59 am |