Pills do a body good.
awww... looky what i made <3 i love it. k thx hahaha. Anyways-- Uhm this week was perty much a bore so far. Nothing exciting happening. I've been talking to T.j a lot. He's the only real one i can trust when it comes to spilling my feelings out, and i never feel as if i'm a burden to him. Guess that's why i'd never give up on our friendship. Just too much of a past that i can't just forget, and it seems like there will be a bright future, and i wanna' see him through it to make sure things work out for him. He's my friend, and i care about him a lot. I love him . I haven't talked to scott much still.. just hi's and bye's and me saying yeah yeah yeah. /shrug I dunno. Nothing much i can do nor say. Don't have much to brag aboot in this area for awhile i guesssssss. My cousins looking through magazines at dresses she likes. Oh boy. >.< I'm going to be a nerdy lil maid of honor. I still haven't grown in the girly aspect i guess. Dresses still don't make me feel sexy, and i still feel like i'm a tomboy in them. Look at my prom dress for instance; it covered up everything but clevage and shoulders. hahaha. I loved my reniassance dress though. I designed it and had it made-- and woo hoo-- it was like the best prom ever. I wouldn't change it for the world. My gaga said he wants to adopt me, hahaha he's so adorable. I love my grandpa. But i told him he couldn't because then that would make me my moms sister. haha. My gaga is like the only person that doesn't fight with me, gives me attention, and lovessssss me :] My mom is either yelling at me, giving me the silent treatment, cussing at me, argueing with me, giving me evil eyes, or content with me in her presence for 5 seconds then i just do something wrong SOMEHOW. My dad.. eh i don't really see him enough to say how he feels. He loves me though :] I guess i can say he cares aboot me from a LONG DISTANCE way. haha. My Brother of all people & i are getting closer. We actually hang out. He's a perty funny kid once i actually stop yelling at him and let him talk. He still irks me sometimes, but come to find out he's starting to act like me, so when i see him do mean rude actions around the house that I KNOW will make my mom angry i hit him in the arm and say "HEY THERE'S NO ROOM FOR TWO OF ME IN THIS HOUSE NOW SHIIIIET AP" hehehe. He's getting taller, and he eats A LOT i don't know where the hell he stores it, but he doesn't get bigger then he is- width wise. I guess it's all going towards his growth length wise. ;P But yeah, i have a feeling when my brother gets a little older we'll be the best of friends. Since LUISA is ditching me for Scotland. Well i guess that's all for now. I'm going to clear out my closet and straighten things out sometime this week, both of my closets, because i need space for college. ;P laid her. >>nene<< old embraces || and those || yet to come |
I loved on 08.06.03 at 5:27 pm |