Vacation?
Well i'm going to my aunts for a week.. well until saturday. Then i'll come back into the city. I need a break from this hell hole. I don't know. There's like constant fighting with my mum, and when i trace it back to when it first started-- i can only remember it was when she moved that bastard into our home of three, and made it four with someone who doesn't deserve to belong with us. He only cares aboot her and that's it. Her and sex. And that's what I BELIEVE. He can't stand our family-- we can't stand his. He's like a child-- he's no role model, no male role model, and he definantly does NOT wear the pants around this house. I just.. see no use for him. & It makes me angry because he's not for her. He's not what she needs. He's not what any of us need. I dunno. Anyways. My grandfather REALLY REALLY wants me to stay with him till saturday, and i figured this could be his birthday present i guess. He likes spending time with me-- which is weird. He never gives me trouble, and he's just understanding, and caring. We don't fight, and we laugh a lot. WHat more could you ask for. ANYWAYS. I haven't seen scott in like a week... well i seen him once for like 10 minutes.. blah. i miss him.. but he probably doesn't miss me so i should shut up. anyways. i guess i'm willing to bet i won't see him for another week-- eh? yeah... well i'll update from my aunts later this week. bye >>ness<< old embraces || and those || yet to come |
I loved on 08.04.03 at 10:46 am |