Sonic had a bad day =(
Well i'm sick as usual- that's nothing new but yes, moving on with somewhat of my day. I suppose. Lately i've felt like i don't wanna' get up in the morning. It's just blah. I am so out of energy- it's amazing how much being sick can take out of you. Rawr. ---- We fucking lost the game. It REALLY REALLY pisses me off. But whatever. We're in Second place as of now. I doubt we can get to first unless Northside prep loses against us and another team. = Ugh. Two games left and my season is over though. I guess there's a positive side to all of this. Haha. She-ra freaked again- She got hit in the stomach, and she worked her self over the top at today's game- she started hyperventilating and shit and she was over worked over exhausted, like over heated and crap. It happend to her over the summer, and as soon as i seen her breathing hard and sweating a lot i knew this was going to happen, but Payton is the most fucking IGNORANT school known to man. That stupid blonde bitch wouldn't listen. "Oh she'll be fine she just need's to calm down" No bitch she needs to get to the hospital. Well 15 minutes later she-ras body started freaking badly and they FINALLY called 911 and had the abulence take her to the hospital. She'll be fine i think- but as of her playing basketball anymore.. I highly doubt her mom will let her. Crap. = I don't know- hopefully things work out though. She-ra can't keep pushing her self like that. II got sooooooooo pissed when they let like 30 seconds go by before they allowed us to get She-ra and Veronica off the court. Vero asked the people on the other team if she could sit out she needed help because she got injured too, and the bastards just looked at her as if she was stupid. haha she FREAKED. She cussed them all out. And told that blonde bitch to go fuck off- she didn't let the blonde chic file a injury report for her- everything she looked at her she would start freaking and calling the blonde ladie names. That bitch deserved it too. Pisses me off. On a lighter note- (if there even IS ONE!) ---- Rami IMed me earlyer today- i guess wanting a truce or whatever. We're friends now (again) i suppose. I told him i figured that he was better off not being my friend because he had ivelis and all her 'buddies' and he's like 'yeah right'. Basically saying that they don't compare to me. So i guess that made me feel kinda' good. Peace is finally here. Lol. yay! Anyways- I'm proud of myself that i stood my ground and just let things work themselves out. It was WAY too much stress on me to be worrying about fighting and thinking what went wrong or getting upset over stupid shit. I don't need all of that. AT ALL. ---- Well today in ZOO we watched a video on flat worms. BASTARD ASS WORMS! Azra informed me Ivelis is a scam artist and took her Hamlet book and gave it to Isaura. That pissed me off. Oh well- that problem was taken care of- but i'll be damned if i let Ivelis do any shit like that to me. I'm waiting for a day she really pisses me off so i can just go off on her.Lol. I'm mean- to people i know who careless about anyone except themselves. Otherwise once i let my guard down i can be cute and cuddley as the next girl. PSH. :"> haha. I don't think i can look at Erik the same way after some of my talks with James. Lol.. Just odd. Erik's a sweety to me now though- so we're all good in the hood. I thought about James while watching the stupid Flat worm movie (DAMN WORMS!) it was kinda' weird. I felt like writing him a letter but didn't. Then i fell asleep on the beanie bag. Lol. Haha Thinking of James makes me sleepy i guess Lol! How nice- ay? :) Jp. Anyways Jensen is IMing me and i'm sitting here typing when i should hop my ass in bed and just calm down relax and get my mind offa jaded thoughts. I need some under cover hiding right about now. GO AWAY WORLD! lol.. Alright. blah I actually feel like cuddling. oddly enough. When i'm sick or having a bad day- i could sure use a frickin hug and some cuddling. When i get a steady bf- i'll make sure he knows that. Instead of asking how my day was- just hold me. DUMB ASS! Lol naw. I'm not that mean unless he hurts me. =P I should go search for a bf at walter payton- but their IQ may be 2833727373 but their common knowledge and use of logic is slower then a special ed kid. Stupid fucks. That's all for now =) I'm going to cuddle with my stand in- A teddy bear. At least it's not a mean vicious guy that hurts you. lol I'm so pathetic sometimes haha =P night journal. I bid you ado hahahahahahaha bye. sOnIc =) 'And i miss you love....' Damn you jai sun X. Can't we be sick together and hate the world?I could use some support here. Where's your ass at?HMM?!lol. Alright night. old embraces || and those || yet to come |
I loved on 01.13.03 at 9:59 pm |