Busy!!
FUCK!! I really like him. Rawr.. But he's so far away. Far beyond my reach. So i guess i have to settle for some nut fuck around here... *Sigh*
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Well i have my Christmas concert tonight. Wish me luck?Hahaha. lol I don't think i need luck[?] lol JP. Even if i am good, luck can always help.
HEY! Maybe it would bring me a guy ;);) I think Felix is starting to like me...A lil.. I think he used to hate me lol. He was thinking about going to the christmas concert, and he's like, "but wait- i don't have to go =" lol. He keeps trying to get me high and offering =; i said nope :P He's lovable though. I told him... awww felix wants to see me sing :D lol. I don't even wanna' see my self sing =; haha :P.
Ivelis said she doesn't care what happens she's going to stand by me, because some of the other girls are off key and she needs a strong voice to help her. lol Ivelis has a strong voice too but man..When you put us two together fuck. Were LOUD. Were practically the whole fucking choir lmao. She said she doesn't care if she has to cut her heels or what(so that the heights are in order) she wants me next to her. So we'll be all good. B-)
I'm going to go take a shower and get my fucking long ass spikes to stand up even though they refuse to. = then i needa' get dressed. I forgot i hadda' put make up on. lol i haven't worn make up in ages. jeebus. I really must be depressed or something not to wear make up. That or i stoped caring. One of them. Alright well i'll be home later tonight.
P.s - I opened my diary again because i think it made christy a lil' upset she can't see what i'm writing = Alright, bye bye. :X:X
"I'm not sure, how i'm supposed to feel, or what to say."
Sonic
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