Happpppy!
So....Predictable. haha. I <3 how some people think, they know me so well . :X
Alright.. Let me define the relationship Christy[Megan] and I have so that some braindead people can understand.
We talk. We careless about anyone, including eachother. We both are just saying, "Fuck Off" to most of the population. And i LIKE it! =)
Let's put it this way, Christy and I can talk, because we tell eachother what we feel, and we don't give a shit if the person can't handel it. Christy knows EXACTLY what i have said about her, as i know what she has said about me.[ I can also predict it] lol People really need to come up with some new material on me. The old shit just doesn't work anymore guys! =)
Let's see what else [do be doo be doo] OH YEAH! Christy and i are not "Buddy Buddy" So get over it. It's not like we trust eachother or suck up to one another. I careless. I've gone through life with and without her. I'm fine either way. My life is fucking dandy right now thank you. I don't kiss anyones ass, remember that. That's why so many people couldn't [can't] stand me. They somehow think it's not "okay" to tell someone off because they think your their friend. Well FUCK OFF. Your wrong baby B-)
As for Dani, once again, i careless if she's in or out of my life. No big difference really.I told her i loved her, she's like a sister, but i have no respect for her what so ever, and i hate her. I can't stand people like that. So whatever. What i say doesn't phase anyone, SO GET OVER IT PEOPLE. God.
Stop drinking all that haterade baby haha. *I heart that*
Alright so anyways!!!! People are so fucking mouthy i swear =P Just say it to me!!B-)
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On a lighter note.
We lost our basketball game yesterday =( I wanted that game SO FUCKING bad! Damn. Now were 4 n' 2. Which means we are tied with two other teams for Second Place. Fuck= Northside Prep is #1 with 5 n' 1. If they lose again, and we win the rest of our games, then we can take first. *Hopefully* I really want to be in first place. I wanted that game so fucking bad yesterday i could taste it. We had them! WE FUCKING HAD THEM! When they put me in, it was like 13 to 13, we were tied. We went to like 26 and when they took me out the score was 13-26. Us in the lead. But then in TWO fucking minutes, Prosser scored TEN count it TEN!!! Fucking points, and caught up with us almost. But then got ahead of us and won by 7. =
I seriously started to cry. Because if we didn't do man-to man and played zone, we would have had that game. But fuck, the play we set up wasn't right. Taylor fucked up our game. Damn coach. We would have had ittttttt damnit :( *cries* but whatever i guess. I got over it. I'm gunna' keep faith.. Second isn't TOO bad i guess.. But shit .= We worked so hard. =
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Anyways. My christmas concert went fucking great. They said Ivelis was a little off tune though because she was attempting to sing so loud. She was almost throwing me off key too. rofl But i have an ear for music, so i can memorize the pitch and song in my head and go from there with my voice. So it didn't matter. There was a time i wanted to cover my right ear though and block her out. lol. Everyone said Advanced mixed choir sounded the best though, and looked great so yeah i guess that's a plus for us. =P
Spring concert is going to fucking rock though, I got Mr. Williams to get out "Sparrow" again!!! I sang that freshman year, and i was the whole group to do it. That song is so fucking great, and mellow, and beautiful, and with the right voices we'll have the audience in AWE! The song is just... RaWR so sad :( It's basically about passing on your wisdom, mind, soul, happiness, all the positive things, and sharing them with someone who isn't so fortuneant.
"Take these wings... And learn to fly.. To the highest mountain in the sky.. Takes these eyes.. And learn to see.. All the things so dear to me.."
etc.. etc.. lol Yeah it's a GREAT song. And most of the advanced choir doesn't know it because they didn't take Girls choir 1 freshman year, they took it Junior year. So yeah. I took choir freshman year [shouldda stuck with it all four years but then it would add on as an extra class] psh. Oh well freshy& senior B-) I learned that being in choir makes me look forward to christmas more. It makes me happy. lol Surprisingly. I wasn't looking forward to christmas at all until i got all prepared for the christmas concert.. And remembered the spirit in it. *Sigh* I <3 music :X:X:X
Alright well Journal, this is all for now. I don't have much more to say.. I guess haha.
Merry frickin' christmas B-) OH wait! Got another week for that. lol haha :X I'm so excited :">
bye bye journ.
Sonic
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