On Fire
Well i have to leave in about two hours to the Hospital. Theyre doing the sleep test on me.. Blah. = Which means no chatting for me tonight.. Weee hoo. Haha. Rawr. I wanted to talk to Cam..But i only see him like 3 times a week i think. And we just bump into eachother. I don't even think he has me on his list:P oh wello i'm not important enough ;);) ;) hahahahaa ahhh i'm exhausted... *Cries*
My spine hurts RAWR! I had basket ball practice, and i was running the full court fast break,but leann kinda messed it up a little, she would stumple, then start to dribble, instead of throwing it across half court to me so i can make the lay up. But whatever. We were playing 4 on 5. We only had four players. SO we did pretty fucking good. It made me work harder. Like i used to. I dunno. I guess sometimes when we have a lot of good players i just feel i dont need to be on my toes 24/7 and work 20 times harder. But i think i wanna work 20 times harder, so i can really run the press and full court fast break. We'll see. I don't wanna' work my bum leg too much.
Well i finished my 40 hours for school. Did the sociology project. Passed two tests(i think) and... I am sooo stressed out. I've been living and surviving for the weekend. That's all i know. My coaches were like "We have no idea how you do it." With clubs and sports and service hours, my time is gone. I dont really have time for friends or to hang out because i dont get home till late and i'm sleepy. Then i don't even have time for a boyfriend. Not like anyone is interested in me anyways = That or people are just really QUIET about it. :)) haha. Anyways. I needa take another shower before i go to the hospital and spend the night. Theyre gunna hook me up to wires n' shit. Ugh.
Take care all. I wrote two poem/Journal type poem entries in my book, but i'll type them up saturday when i get home if i'm up to it. Tata =) Try not to miss me too much, moochers. aha
SoniC
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Some quotes that apply to certain people, and some that just apply to how i feel about life and myself. =)
"Living well is the best revenge."
"You have undertaken to cheat me. I won't sue you, for the law is too slow. I'll ruin you."
"Never waste jealousy on a real man: it is the imaginary man that supplants us all in the long run."
"I love you..I'm not gunna' cry.. I miss you.. I'm not gunna' cry..I killed you..I'm not gunna' cry! I'm so happy.. cuz' today i found my friends.. Their in my head..I'm so ugly.. That's okay cause so are you."-nirvana
"The things most people want to know about are usually none of their business." (haha)
You see things; and you say "Why?" But I dream things that never were; and I say "Why not?"
"I'm a great housekeeper. I get divorced. I keep the house."
"Silence is the most perfect expression of scorn."
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I like this quote:
��Judge me all you want, just keep the verdict to urself.��
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