Time goes by..
Dad-
Every new morning-
I wake and know your not here
Life's just not the same
Without you beside me.
Memories seem to fade slowly
More and more everyday
I try to hold on to the past
But i'm losing grip
As i focus on the present.
Symbols that led thoughts
back to you, are lost.
I feel i can't get ahold of you
You've moved on with your new life-
I wish there was still room for me
It's hard to face a mirror
Knowing what i'd see-
I'd see my father in me.
Life just isn't the same
As days pass by
It gets harder and harder to smile
Knowing another day went by
Without you in my life.
I still have those pictures
The ones of you and I.
Daddies little girl;
the thought still makes me cry.
You've watched me grow up through pictures-
Tell me...
Does it hurt?
Knowing time passed you by?
I'm already 18,
I'm not 6 or 11 anymore.
Tell me how you think i feel
When it's not your real family
You come home to anymore.
It hurts...
Looking you in the eyes..
Feeling the tears fill up..
Yet never saying a word..
I dread the day ..
I'm going to have to say goodbye.
Sonic
old embraces
|| and those || yet to come
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