Too far away..
"Shimmer" by Fuel Is really good. My cousin was right B-) lol. I can see why it made her cry a lot a couple years back when she and her bf broke up... = I wish she could find someone that fit's her. The way Justin did...But without the cheating part. They were so inlove... *Sighs*.. I'm 18..And i haven't found anyone that has reached to get close to my heart..As much as them two got close. She was 19 and inlove.. She felt it. But it burned her. And it took 3 years(?) to be ready to love another. Scary.
I'm afraid of love and sexual contact. Any type of contact. I dunno. It's like i don't even want the person to touch me in a loving way, if we're not going to be together for good. I don't want to give my self away to someone that won't be around. And i don't want to fall deeply inlove, and have to let go. I think i was semi- inlove with someones mind..And the emotion he showed. But yeah circumstances made that inpossible to ever truly fill eachothers needs. He knows that.But yeah i got burned from that relationship and have not loved anyone in a true trustful way sence. I trusted him.. But doubted him too. Anyways.
"Cause i have found.. That all these shimmers in this world is sure to fade..."
"She says that love is for fools who fall behind.."
"And all that she intends And all she keeps inside, isn't on the label"
LOVE..*Sigh* Love... Is beautiful.. With ..the right person
It's funny how you can have anyone and everyone surrounding you and being on your side everyday..Yet you still feel alone. I'm alone.
Sonic
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