Shitty
soulflyeye4aneye: damn..is it cold in here or is it just u? haha
.sOnIc.: I'm pretty cold.
.sOnIc.: And heartless
.sOnIc.: And careless
.sOnIc.: And loveless
soulflyeye4aneye: lol i can tell
.sOnIc.: And numb.
soulflyeye4aneye: rawr
soulflyeye4aneye: ill...leave ya alone now then
Well Jeremy and I just got into an arguement...A first time thing.. And i don't know. In a strange way it's bringing up different kinds of emotions- some unwanted emotions, and they are just stirring up within me.
How does it feel...
Not being in arms reach of one you care for?
Knowing they're a day and forever away
Forced to stay where your at
Never being able to attend to their needs
A phone call away-
An e-mail away,
A letter..
A picture...
But not a hug,
Or a grasp-
Kiss, or cuddle.
No.
No presence,
For when the tears are ready to flow-
No shoulder to lean on
No arms to be embraced by
No face to look to for comfort
What's left?
The shadow.
That dark black reflection
Stalking you with your every step
Walking the same path as you
Falling and rising as you do
But it's not the same is it?
Still alone?
The shadow is there..
But where's the person you care for most
When you need them there?
-Vms
Blah i feel shitty... Rawr.. I'm going to attempt to talk to him again.. But if he gives me an attitude i'm just going to go lay down and think.
Night.
Sonic
old embraces
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