Sympathetic...
My words won't be here when i'm gone..
As i fade away against the wind
And the words you left me linger on..
As i'm fadiling again now.. Never changes
And i'm sympathetic..
Never letting on to why-
I feel the way i do.
As i fall apart again at the seam.
It seem's i'm alone here.. hallow again.
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I'm feeling a bit better, Cam kinda' cheered me up- All i can do is believe and try. Everything will turn out fine sooner or later. Right?Right. I hope.
I'm sore from yesterdays basketball game. My ribs and my spine hurts- I have bruises everywhere. James seems to find some of the locations of my bruises interesting. He said he'd like to dignose the problem. Lmao. He's a sweet kid. I care for him.
Anyways- i REALLY need to get to bed. Fuck. I have another game tomorrow night. *sighs* I don't know if i can play- I'm still hurting from the last one. Friday is going to definantly suck. Yay.
We moved some stuff into the apartment put up new shades, i left my new comforter and bedsheets there. The apartment is beautiful but the bedrooms are small. So i think i'm sharing with my bro. Guess that means no "boyfriend" is gunna get to stay over now- huh mom?? lol.. Well she can't see this- but she said she had "no problem" if i wanted a trusting boyfriend to spend the night. She said it would be fine with her. I think she's only saying that right now because i don't have anyone to bring home anyways. Lmao. I dunno' my mom's pretty cool about me and the whole if i wanna date. She knows i can take care of my self- and she has no problem with it as long as the guy doesn't treat me bad. She wants me to be with someone sweet and social i guess lol. Eh. I'll go for what makes me Happy. Not 2098478234747 people or everyone else for that matter. =)
Alright. Night night. =)
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